So excited!

Okay, less than 48 hours until Adam comes home! I am so excited and don't know how I am going to sleep tonight or tomorrow night! I have been working around the house to make everything all nice and pretty for him so he won't feel like he needs to do anything (except weed whacking). I've been trying to figure out what to wear to go meet him in and I just haven't been able to decide if I should be casual or doll myself up lol! Anyways just wanted to share my excitement!!!!

YAY!

So, it's official, Adam is coming home next weekend to visit! I am so happy that he is able to come visit but I am nervous at the same time. It will have been three months and we only have the weekend so I want everything to go smoothly. It's going to be hard knowing that we have this timer ticking down. Its going to make me not even want to sleep. I hope that he will like Buster and that Buster will like him. Today, I took Buster out front to go potty and he barked a lot at the neighbor. Hopefully I can get him to stop that habit. He is still healing which is difficult because he is licking himself even with the cone around his head. I"m trying to watch him like a hawk but it is difficult when I am trying to get things done.

On another note, there doesn't seem to be any teaching jobs in the county which is so frustrating! I finally have my credential in hand but can't be a teacher! I am going to be a substitute for a couple districts since I can't find a job. It actually might work out better that way I can be there in May when Adam comes back from deployment. I just hope that I will have a job next school year and not become one of those people that is constantly subbing and never gets their own classroom!

Changes

So this morning I woke up in pain from the sun burn I seem to have all over my body! I went to the beach with one of my friends yesterday and yes I put sunscreen on but no I did not reapply after going in the water. Now I am paying for that mistake since most of my body is red! So if you go to the beach...don't forget your sunscreen and reapply!

On another note I just got Buster today, he is the dog that I took to the animal shelter last week. I'm so happy to have him yet scared at the same time. Last time we got a dog Adam was here and took charge of the situation. Now it is up to me and thats a bit scary! He got neutered today so he has to stay quiet and not play for a week which is awful for a young dog. Maple and him want to play together but are separated by a cage. Maple also missed going to the dog park and I'm not sure when she will get back there so she probably won't be a happy camper either. Thats it for now, will write soon about the finding a job situation!

Insomnia

I can't seem to sleep anymore, or not until it's late. I lead a very boring life at the moment, since I am not working and it is driving me crazy. I can't wait to have that being challenged feeling again. I am trying to find a job, but there isn't a whole lot out there right now in the world of teaching. I am however going to get another dog tomorrow. A male pit bull was trying to get into my yard earlier this week to play with my dog. He was a sweet dog but I took him to the shelter in case his owners were trying to find him. It was the worst feeling leaving this happy doggie at the shelter. I'm going back for him tomorrow. He hasn't been claimed and will be adoptable tomorrow. I'm nervous to have two dogs to handle while Adam is not here, but it was meant to be. The doggie, to be named Buster, found me and I will not let him down.

So Adam may be coming to visit Labor day weekend. He may have a four day weekend and so would fly out. I'm trying not to get my hopes up too much but they kinda already are. By that time he will have been gone for three months so hopefully we will get a short time together. If he does come however, I don't know how I'll be able to let him leave....

Losing my mind

So Adam found out today that after he completes his training in North Carolina on Friday he will start another round of training on Monday somewhere in Virginia. He will be there until September 19th. So this means that I will not get to see him in a couple weeks like we hoped. It makes me so sad inside. I kept telling myself that all I had to do was to get through until August and then I would get to see him again but no. I have been looking for a job but only half heartedly because I didn't want anything to interfere with seeing him. I'm going to look for a job more forcefully now. I've been living alone with the pets since getting back to San Diego on Sunday and I must say it takes some getting used to. Being alone makes it so easier to be depressed and cry more often especailly at night when I go to bed alone. I'm trying to get my days into a routine but it has proved challenging since it has been so hot during the day that all I want to do is sleep. I'm going to mow the lawn tomorrow, I've been trying to tackle this for the past few days but keep running into obsticles. Hopefully everything works out, it's hard doing Adam's household jobs. However, I am scared of the weed wacker so I don't think I'll be doing that. Oh well I should try to get some sleep now since my routine is supposed to start at 6 lol!