One Month

It seems like time has flown and now I am a month away of marrying the love of my life! I am excited, nervous, emotional, etc... I have put so much time into the planning of our wedding that I am nervous to see how it all plays out. I hope that everything goes smoothly and it turns out wonderful. If I could, I would hold my breath all the way from now till the end of the wedding hoping it all goes well. I'm going to try really hard not to cry, I'm sure it will happen anyways but I'm worried about the ceremony being able to be understood lol! One of my closest friends who is like my brother is performing the ceremony and I'm hoping that he can hold it together as well! I've designed the majority of the ceremony and the vow part is a tad long which is my only concern.
There is still stuff to do but I feel like it is slowly coming together and will be alright a month from now.

The other stress in my life beside wedding planning is my struggle with my career. I wish the economy was better and that there were not so many budget cuts going on. I would really like to have a job next year. Subbing helps pay the bills but it is also burning me out, I want my own classroom. I want to grow as a teacher and get my credential cleared. I think that if it doesn't happen this fall then I will be heading back to school to try to get my single subject in science. Sometimes I wonder if I should have become a teacher, I love working with kids and showing them new things, but I hate the politics of it.

This summer I am trying to get a job in a summer camp. I want to go back to working camp because it is so much fun. Instead of cramming curriculum down students throats you actually get to enjoy them and teach them things in a fun way. So hopefully I get something, otherwise I will be looking for any job I can get!

After the wedding Adam and I will be working on becoming debt free, it will take us awhile but hopefully we will get there sooner than later. I'm going to try to do my part by working as much as possible. The sooner we get debt free the sooner we can travel, start saving up our money, and then eventually have children. It will be nice to have my extra money go to debt instead of wedding expenses! Well I think that is all for now, will try to update more often!